Menulis...menulis...menulis...

Bismillah...

Mencoba lagi dengan blog baru.

Saya ingin menulis...belajar menulis untuk meluapkan emosi...

Saya masih mencari jalan pelepasan emosi yang aman..

Saya ingin menjadi lebih sabar...

Saya ingin take full control of myself, my emotion..

Saya ingin menjadi cahaya yang menerangi, sinar yang menghangatkan...

Saya ingin seperti pendar lilin kecil, tapi hangatnya dan sinarnya mampu menentramkan dan menghilangkan ketakutan..

Simple but hard to do..

But there is no happiness...without effort..

There is no success...without spirit..

For me, my children's future happiness and success are my highest dreams..

And to be with them wholeheartedly is now my top priority..

I love u kiddos..
I will fight till the end, to be the best mom for u...
The only mom u two will rush into when something bothers u even good or bad..
The only mom who knows the very first time, when u two first feel how attractive a girl is..
The only mom who knows the very first time when u get ur first wet dream..
The only mom who will explain everything at the first place everytime u need many deep and wide information about anything u r curious at time...

Bismillahirrohmaanirrohiim....

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